Folks don’t get it.
This week came with its challenges — but let’s get one thing straight:
I’m not the devil. I just stopped apologizing for reading the game too early.
Strategic thinker… in heels, obviously.
Now let’s get comfy — bc the amount of cliché lines I got hit with this week?
Enough to light my habano and let them burn, one by one
Puff, puff… delete🔥
To my dear readers: thank you for sticking with me. I moved to my own website bc some social-freak groups tried to shut me down—But I know you’re still reading me 🌟
So here’s a truth drop for you:
Blue fire? Way harder to put out.
It burns hotter than red, has full combustion, more oxygen, less residue — and waay more energy.
So yeah, I added a new philosophy to my mental vault:
“Red fire burns with rage. Blue fire burns with certainty.
And what burns with certainty… doesn’t go out easy.”
—kimV.
Pappa always said I’m a troublegirl.
But let’s be real — I don’t cause trouble.
I just live in my own chaos — and baby, I’m not the joker but am—if you looking for chaos wrapped in charm, you’re closer than you think 😎
Personally, I just don’t fit the mold
I think for myself. I bend rules softly…and I don’t let anyone steer me — not even with kindness.
oK OK, Translation? 🙄
I’m not a problem. I’m ungovernable — from the root.
And trust me, he knows
He calls me troublegirl because he can’t protect me. Can’t stop me.
And deep down, he knows that terrifies men—But don’t get it twisted — this isn’t bitterness.
It’s recognition… in a silk robe.
Now, let’s FORGET this hater and throw some thoughts on the grill — you cook them 😉
Oh, and FYI? I like my fire extra hot when I cook 🔥😼
This week, I spiraled into some ego talk and fell straight into the Eden rabbit hole, where the poor Adam gets kicked out for the “original sin”?
So… sin is wanting to know what’s real?
Go ahead, Google it. The core doctrine says:
“The sinful condition humans are born into… the first act of disobedience.” 🤯
Wait—“sinful condition”?
Let me reframe that:
“Imperfection in saying no to curiosity.”
Translation: Knowledge = danger.
The real crime wasn’t evil.
It was wanting to see what they told you not to see.
So let’s break it down:
‘Sin’ = awareness.
‘Salvation’ = obedience.
That’s not religion. That’s elite-level psychological engineering.
Only a divine coder could pull that one off.
Now tell me that isn’t familiar.
We’re still living in the same setup — buying every narrative like it’s gospel.
Me?
Freedom isn’t breaking chains.
It’s realizing Eden was the chain 🤨
Gossip Sech 💄
Yesterday some guy dropped the classic:
“Don’t you believe in love?”
Sweetie… love?
That’s been one of the most successful PR campaigns in human history —
Since before Christ had a fanbase 😮💨
He came back with:
“You’re colder about love than your German ancestors.” (paraphrased, obviously)
I said,
“German? Sure babe, whatever helps you sleep tonight.”
oK..Let’s talk about love, but ice-cold—Fresh out the freezer, no fairy dust:
Love works like clockwork for:
- Emotional control → “If it hurts, it’s real.”
- Social expectation → “If you’re single, something’s wrong.”
- Economic exploitation → “Buy stuff to prove it.”
- Religious submission → “Obey in the name of love.”📿
Me? I’m more Socrates than Cinderella.
He left no papers — just impact 📜😼
Sexys, get this: Posted a meme yesterday.
Floating spiritual being saying “Me doing whatever I want.”
Underneath?
The ground = social pressure + cultural narratives.
So yeah, here’s how the ground works, darlings:
- Emotional: Expectation loop disguised as love → “If it doesn’t hurt, it ain’t real.”
- Social: External validation → “No partner? You’re failing.”
- Economic: Consumer bait → “Celebrate love with debt.”
- Religious: Gender roles → “Be quiet, be soft, be useful.”
And now the question that hit me mid-mocha: (Spoiler of my thoughts)
If God made me human but didn’t want me to think…
maybe I should’ve gotten a dog-sized brain—because this doesn’t add up..
If this is love — why does it read like a contract? Expectations. Projections. Assigned duties.
You question it as a woman — boom 💣💥
Society call you “Cold. Cynical. Broken. Weird. Dangerous.”
But when you stop buying the label? 💎
You stop playing the game.
And that makes you unpredictable — aka, powerful. 💥🥊
And if anyone’s brave enough to decode my red flag?
Sorry babe, I’m too smart for a world where women are supposed to be ordinary.
Emotional baggage?
Nah. I call it product testing.
Because:
- I don’t have “issues” — I have data.
- I’m not broken — I’m optimized.
- I don’t bring drama — I bring field intel.
So.. Let’s be real—what’s “fair”?
That’s why I’m writing this.
“Justice is the convenience of the strong.” —
This ironic idea, credited to Thrasymachus (Θρασύμαχος🫠) in “The Republic,” is challenged by Socrates (and by extension Plato) to show that true justice should be based on harmony and good.
The ego doesn’t thrive on love.
It thrives on power over another human.
You don’t kill ego by meditating.
You kill it when it smashes into your own thoughts.
If not, it’s just a quote, a New Age pose… and everyone’s got their own journey… maybe this is not the one!
Love sounds magical.. But it’s often just a blindfold and a crash waiting to happen.
And people call it fate… when it was just bad chemistry and worse boundaries.
We’re sapiens.. But still in beast mode.
Society pulled off a PR masterclass 😮💨
Dear ones, now it’s not about connecting with someone anymore—it’s about where you connect from.
Love ain’t dead… but if you want it real, it has to ditch the fairy tale.
🕊 Religion says: “Obedience is love.”
What I hear is:
“Obedience without understanding is programming.”
✨ Spiritual update, incoming:
Dare to look at both sides.
Don’t run from either.
Right there, in the rational middle — there is a way of freedom.
Most philosophers I’ve read ended their story with:
“It’s all meaningless.”
I think, that’s just the preface.
Awareness of the void is the door.
The subconscious? That’s the hallway.
Walk it… and then decide.
Once you accept yourself, you don’t need approval, applause, or proof.
That’s where ego dies.
But hey, you really believe that there is not more traps 🪤
Spiritual religious tell you:
- Don’t chase money.
- Don’t chase success.
- Stay small — that’s “spiritual.”
What it really mean is:
- Stay out of the way.
- Don’t rise too far.
- Don’t challenge the pyramid.
It’s all the same script:
“The last will be first.”
“The rich won’t enter heaven.”
“Let go of all desire.”
It’s a spiritual domestication program.
Cute branding, toxic core 😒
You know what’s real?
That exact moment when intuition meets thought,
when ego watches the impulse,
when awareness observes — without needing to grab.
I don’t get folks who ask naïve questions they already know the answers to.
Me?
I sip my coffee. And write my blog 🥸💻
I saw the ego.
Not because I’m a woman with centuries of suppression behind me
Don’t hard feelings, trust me— I realized:
It’s not your bank account.
Not your relationship.
It’s your addiction to being right in public.
Power over others — never over yourself.
Is the devil studying you? Maybe.
The devil rules the “why” (the cause behind emotions), watching the game we don’t control. But mastering emotions could be a tool to align them with the game’s flow, instead of resisting it uselessly or running from it. Eyes wide open!!
We don’t have free will—But we see the threads.
And maybe not pulling is also a kind of power.
Or maybe even that is part of the pattern— survival or adaptation instinct.
So here’s the paradox—nothing is for free folks :/
Are we winning, or just following another knot in the weave?
My question isn’t “Are we free?”
Obviously not.
My question is:
Is there any human act that isn’t an echo of a pattern older than us?
Call it ego, call it whatever—there’s still something deeper stopping us from total liberation.
So this inspires my final reflection.. where’s freedom?
The only freedom isn’t in acting or holding back,
but in being aware of the mechanism without trying to escape it.
There’s no freedom, even with seductive adjectives.
Because that’s ego’s favorite move:
Dress the inevitable in pretty words —
“Free will.”
“Spiritual growth.”
“Conscious choices.”
“Divine timing.”
All to avoid staring into the pattern’s raw face.
What’s left isn’t despair.. but something more honest: the stillness of someone who’s done lying to themselves—And in that freedom-less void, paradoxically… many discover real peace for the first time.
Not because they’re free.
But because they stopped pretending they were.
The Third Thought isn’t instinct (the first thread) or judgment (the conscious reaction), it’s lucidity that sees… and doesn’t interfere.
And that’s my luxury:
I don’t buy magic.
I burn old scripts, dusty speeches, trendy spiritual nonsense, and ideologies in a fierce blue fire! 💙😏
The apple of Eden was not poison. It was vision. And once bitten—Adam can no longer close his eyes..
Bye now. 💋
