Today I don’t have a specific topic; I’m going to talk about my perspective on life and my experiences this past week..
This wknd in Costa Rica, I went out to party cuz of Halloween parties, and you know, on the first day, after a year, I bumped into the only #officialexbf I’ve had in my nearly 20 full miles of life..
And, woow! It’s amazing how life doesn’t need to make sense to be. It was sad to see him; he’s not the same as he used to be, but well, I wish him all the best vibes for the stage he’s going through.
On the other hand, it’s amazing how people sometimes become detectives in their relationships. I was discussing this with my friends yesterday, you know, while we were getting ready for the official Halloween party, and well, Folks be carefull!
Some relationships become very toxic, controlling every step their partners take. Many opt for threesomes in their relationships, which can be even worse because two out of the three become emotionally toxic toward the third, and fu$k! Okay, it’s astonishing how the physical aspect, in technical terms, can be more sensual, but not everything is superficial.
Damnn! What can I say, I’m a girl with many options.. I could be “Bi” without ceasing to be straight if I wanted to, but you know, I won’t give you any details on this. You can think whatever you want.. that’s all I’ll say about it.
I’ve always been a very curious girl, and I love to be into everything, try it all. In the end, what I love is exploring the mysteries of life, taking risks.. Love adventure!
When I was a kid, pappa used to say I resembled the girl from the popular cartoon “Dora the Explorer,” haha… What can I say I have both hemispheres of my brain developed..
I’m not into taboos, I don’t buy into stereotypes or clichés. I’ll never let myself be labeled. I live a private life. I have social media cuz I’m a very sociable person, but you know, I keep some things private. After all, we should all keep some secrets to ourselves. Being incognito is sexier. Everything happening in my life is innovative cuz I’m fascinated by controversy. There’s nothing that piques my interest more than not following or repeating trends. I go against everything the “status quo” tells you to do or be. Rules are for those who don’t know how to live without breaking them. My only rule is to live.
After all, no one knows what life will bring tomorrow, and I do enjoy surprises.
My mom is too conservative, maybe cause of her Latin heritage, I don’t know.. The point is, in my family, I’m the equivalent of the “black sheep.” They base their judgments on what’s “good” or “bad” from a religious perspective, but as I mentioned before, I’m not a fan of labels.
Personally, I’d say that morality is subjective, and the line is blurry, or, similar to mine, very thin.
I decide what’s right based on the principles that guide my life, like loyalty to myself, respect and tolerance for others, you know (if you’ve read me before) that I live my life by staying away from hypocritical, disloyal, selfish, controlling, jealous, possessive, self-interested, and hate-filled people, you know, this kind of people is toxic.. They suffocate me!
I’m a very positive and cheerful girl, and I try to surround myself with people similar to me whenever possible, you know, because when it comes to being with people with negative attitudes, I prefer to stay alone tbh
I have no problem with being alone. Sometimes I’m alone in my apartment, not seeing or talking to anyone. I even enjoy doing activities alone cuz I believe that if you can’t handle your own solitude and be okay with yourself, you’ll have a hard time doing it with others. After all, we come into this world alone, and we’ll leave it alone..
Anyway.. I don’t like giving the world what I don’t like to receive. In the end, we build cycles in life, and these cycles become our karma. If you don’t want to repeat one of these cycles, you have to find the pin.
As a result, I’m a bit of a challenge in relationships, I don’t know how to give love.. 🙊
Ups! I was about to spill the beans on some top-secret info, but I’ll let you use your mind-reading skills to guess what it was hahah 😝😜
Well, I’m a passionate gal, and here’s the deal: If you ever have to choose between me and the world, I’d recommend you pick the world, or else I might just break your heart.
I can’t see myself tying the knot with anyone, you know, many try to win me over, but I’ll only consistently hang out with the “Batman” who truly gets me, someone I can spar with cuz I don’t like being agreed with on everything; I want my perspectives challenged. So, take my words to heart – I’m not your typical girl. My mind goes deep, and I’m quite intellectual So if you want to reach my body, you’ll need to seduce my mind first.💋
For this Halloween, I dressed up as “Catwoman.” I can relate to her a lot. I’m just too mysterious in my life haha 😄😎
Like I said, I enjoy keeping some secrets to myself. Especially because now, you know, I’m a mix of time and experience. I don’t like providing explanations. As a Colombian friend says to his girlfriend, “Miré amor, no me haga demasiadas preguntas para no mentirle tanto”
That’s totally true. I’ve adapted part his philosophy to my life.. So, never ask me something to investigate me. I won’t lie to meet your expectations. I live to please myself. I’m not narcissistic, but I won’t apologize for being original baby 😉
In summary, Don’t ask me why I do what I do! 😈
My philosophy is that “I love my freedom too much” and freedom is the power to choose, and you know, if I want to repeat with someone, it’s because, within my catalog or menu of options 😝😝 I choose you.. I know, I know that what I apply to my life is reciprocal – what I give will come back to me. Believe me, I am loyal to the trust that people place in me. I choose what is necessary. 😘
To sum up, I’m always seeking action and excitement in my life, you know, Words can only keep something interesting, but too much of the same gets boring, you know, I actually get bored quickly. I need my life to be thrilling. If it isn’t, I’ll seek that excitement elsewhere, and you know, I don’t like breaking hearts or ending relationships, that’s is too hard for me, you know, I’d rather avoid those conversations… That’s why the person with me must be very self-assured. I don’t plan to change my lifestyle or adapt it to anyone. I can only include them in my circle, and you know, be happy everyone!
In the end, that’s what we should seek: to maintain relationships with people throughout our lives, not to end those relationships, creating circles of negativity around us.
I’ll leave you with a little tidbit: there is one zodiac sign that drives me crazy.. you know with the others, when I pass through their lives, I only leave them with lessons.
So, it’s glad to share my thoughts with you this week. I hope you can explore yourselves as I do. That’s why I value my personal space so much because I love getting to know every aspect of myself. This is what allows me to be 100% original. 💋💋
And you know, be crazy, be different, be yourself, be happy… It doesn’t matter what others think, the only thing that matters is what you think about yourself! Each one should be in their own business!
Finally, I’d like to leave you with a closing quote, a reflection on our human race:
“Can you hear it? It’s the sound of justice falling apart.”
I am who I am because I don’t seek to please anyone. The fact that some people aim to please certain groups is what has corrupted intentions that were once pure. The power to change the world lies in our minds, in not betraying ourselves because the opposite is what keeps us in this cycle that we see repeating every so often in the world.
Time is an illusion they use to tell us what to do.
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Bye now!
