“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius,
and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring”
-Marilyn Monroe-
These past weeks, I’ve been too busy, caught up in a thousand things. I also wanted to distance myself a bit from the false realities that the world offers.
Sometimes, people want to see if you’re real because sometimes your life can be a break for their lives; it takes them out of the ordinary, it’s like a spectacle.
I underwent a makeover because I needed an image that made me feel like myself, one that expressed my femininity and spontaneity. I cut my hair shoulder-length
Sometimes, all you want is to remain untouched, to keep life grounded and run in a white crepe rayon dress in a green, open field under a blue spring sky.
The falseness that the world offers is suffocating, so all I need is to keep some secrets.
I believe that sexuality is only attractive when it is natural and spontaneous. I love the wind, you know, because it cannot be contained, and it’s refreshing. I think that when someone understands the importance of offering freedom to those around them, it is crucial for coexistence because what you give is what you receive, without suffocating, you know, that’s what the air offers you. I enjoy the sensation of being free, even when I am aware of the context that surrounds the world.
When I was a child, I used to play “house” with my cousins. I was always the one everyone wanted to listen to because I created very good stories, you know. It was like saying, ‘Hey, what if you were this and that, and I were this and that,’ you know, as if you could set your own limits.
It’s incredible how small things like this become a paradigm in your life, you know. It means understanding your limits, learning to identify what you are willing to accept and what you are not for your life. You understand the stages you are going through and that everything you do is the creation of your own karma.
I have seen people enter into relationships or take jobs without feeling like they belong there just because they don’t want to let that opportunity pass. I tell you this, you know, because it correlates with the state of the air within matter; it’s categorized as gaseous, separate molecules that move freely. I am a believer that opportunities do not repeat in life; you either take them or they go away. People who do this understand the stage of life they are in, have the ability to choose the best option, even if they have two or more opportunities at the same time. How great it is to learn to understand oneself and comprehend the environment you are in, defining the stage you are facing based on your tolerance for risk. This has undoubtedly been the closest life interpretation from a financial, investment, and time perspective.
I am a very self-assured person, proud of everything I have achieved. As you know, my father is an important figure, but what I am today is not because of him, it’s because of me. This is what has allowed me to project a strong image because I have clear goals, proud of what I have accomplished, and above all, happy with the person I am. You know, I don’t believe that a woman’s true beauty is merely physical; I believe her beauty expands in how she treats others from her inner being. We express ourselves from how we feel internally.
Sensuality flows effortlessly, without striving to fit in, just from its natural state. Sensuality is synonymous with essence, with your projection, with that which leaves an impact.
I refuse to live a life that forces you to wear a label created by society. I refuse to betray myself, you know. I refuse to have a feeling within me that I am deceiving someone else, and that someone is me because something inside me does not accept the coldness and falsehood that envelops the world.
Sometimes people don’t understand, you know, why you are so private about your life. People only see you and say, ‘Wow, what a sexy and smart girl, she might not be real.’ And worse, they try to uncover everything about your life. Sometimes they say, ‘You don’t express yourself clearly on your social media with the pics you post.’ But you know, it’s because people nowadays don’t know how to live privately; if they breathe, they want everyone to know through these virtual windows.
My family tree has always been kept private, dating back to the times of World War II. They are pioneers in the Latin mestizo heritage from which I am a product. Men who have always been clear about what they expect from life. I am not a man, but I grew up very close to them, you know. It can be said that I am an improved extension of their lives. I believe that women can refine the image of men, and that is my legacy within my family.
No one in my family supports the use of social media as it exposes everything. However, I have found a way to share aspects of my life through them that people would not know otherwise unless they are in my close friends’ circle.
Regardless, I am very careful with this because now everyone can make a sticker or meme of you. That’s why we must take great care of our image. There are even people who steal your pics and create a fake profile of you. Our face is our trademark; we must be very careful about how we use it.
Diving a bit into this topic, if I were to choose, I think I prefer what I have built for myself, you know, with who I am, not with the opinions others have of me, much less with the stereotypes that people expect me to fulfill. We are not machines, no matter how much others try to dictate what we should be.
You know you’re passionate about something when that something keeps you nervous all the time. Someone once told me, ‘If what you do or the person you’re with doesn’t make you feel that way, let it go because you’re not living a life or sharing it; you’re just existing and satisfying needs.’ Among the many things I’ve heard in the world, you know, this was what made a radical change in my life and established a before and after. I adopted two life principles: Be yourself, and flow through your energy.
How important it is for a human being to show a bit of sensitivity. Personally, I never show vulnerability; nervousness is a natural and spontaneous expression you have towards something you’re passionate about, whether it’s a relationship or work. I believe it’s the only emotion I allow myself to show because it naturally becomes apparent.
It’s funny because ever since I changed my look, the positive vibes have intensified, you know, I swear. It’s like the universe is really conspiring in favor of blondes haha
Whatever, people don’t know, but within me lives an artist. People ask me, ‘Why do you have a blog? Why make your music public?’ I tell them, ‘What legacy will you leave when you’re gone? Will anyone be able to access your thoughts after you leave this world? In life, you choose between living or existing. I choose to live and leave a mark in some way. You are what you believe.’
I’m not interested in fame. If I were, I’d be more open about the things I do. I know how to play the game of life; they taught me almost at the same time I started walking. I like to be like a code, you know. It’s challenging for even in the thoughts I share through my blog to pigeonhole me into any category.
In general, today I wanted to tell you that you radiate beauty when the energies circulating within you are positive. Don’t contaminate your energy; guard your privacy and express only good vibes to the world so that the universe returns them to you with the same power.
Take advantage of what I give you when you have me. There’s no guarantee it will happen again. The importance of flowing is that I want to see you again. The good is neither simple nor certain.
My presence in your life will be the most loyal thing you interact with.
Let’s be implicit, and you won’t lose me. 😉
Bye now!
